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Scribbles & Pinholes
Let me tell you what my heart feels and what my eyes see.
Summer Madness
I may seem so cold but inside me, I don’t want to let go of our friendship. When I genuinely appreciate people, it is very hard for me to not continue the budding closeness. But what can I do? It’s inevitable that we’ll be parting ways soon. I just hope we will be seeing each other again and maintain that unique closeness we have. Oh, I thought this summer would be so dull. It turns out to be a fun one. :)
What is this I’m feeling, I just can’t explain…
Oh so true.
I’m alive. :)
Anytime soon, I think I’ll breakdown. There is just too much to take in. I am trying to be strong and calm but the longer the pain and worries linger, the more I think of giving up. I once liked this but now, I don’t know what I feel about it.
I know I could do more but if I am this disturbed, I would do less. But then, I would think of all the people who believe in my ability and who depend on me. They give me reasons to continue fighting.
This post is so melodramatic that I can’t help but smile. What happened to viewing life in a positive way? I have two more opportunities to bounce back. If I could keep my composure, I can do this.
We Do Not Deserve This
I realized I cannot hide forever. This whole thing of avoiding you is such a bad idea, indeed. You did not do something wrong to me, at least, I was not harmed physically and morally. Emotionally? Yes, but it’s my problem, not yours. So why does it seem that you are the bad one? I don’t like this. I’ve never done this to anybody. Maybe it’s time to apologize and forget all that happened. We are just not deserving of this.
